Family Christmas Gathering

So every year, my family on my stepfather's side of the family gets together and celebrates Christmas on Christmas Eve, and this year just really sucked. I've recently had a lot of hard feelings against my stepfather, and participating in his family's events is kinda like walking naked into a grocery store... everyone stares at you like you're the scum of the earth. I know that he tells his mom everything that goes on about me, including my ABDL stuff. He watches me like a hawk, and when I know I'm being watched at the party, it makes it no fun. I'm seriously fed up with all the bullshit that goes on in my family, and the rejection I feel from them because of the fact that I'm gay and I love to be babyish. I want to just take off on a jet plane and go somewhere... ANYWHERE... as long as it's far away from my family. I know I shouldn't talk like that, but damn it, it's the truth. Christmas used to be my most favorite holiday, but I didn't even put up my tree this year. I feel so lonely. I have friends that I hang out with all the time, but that's not the point. I think I just have too much going on in my life. I need a break from it all.

On a positive note, it IS Christmas Eve (12:21 AM, so technically Christmas, but you know what I mean), so I should put on a happy face and share my favorite Christmas song with you. Merry Christmas everyone!